危险而行
最恨离别时
jason 发表于 2009-12-06 00:51:09
我喝了很多，玩得相当高兴，可是越到后来心情越低落。好不容易自己一个人在这边认识了几个说得来的朋友，马上就要离开了。
再见可能是永别，这个世界那么大，有那么多人，缘分来了节了，貌似只是眨眼之间的事情。
我说服自己，生活还要继续，要坚强，那些所谓的困难其实只是眼前之痛，总会有办法解决，终将有个方式去忘记。
初来乍到和整箱离别，我们都会掉下眼泪。生活中的小小规律，大家都是如此，这就是生活。
明年，我24岁，又是新的一年。
《The Big Bang Theory》Boom!
jason 发表于 2009-10-14 05:50:29
我的新消遣。《生活大爆炸》讲述了两位住在一起年轻的科学家的生活在美女邻居搬来之后发生了种种搞笑的事情。如果用稍微物理一点的方法表述就是，这些人们就像一个个原子，互相作用吸引排斥着，也许是万有引力的作用，也许是荷尔蒙在作祟，不管怎么样，他们每次的小小撞击都是令人捧腹的笑料。
当然，这句话不能让那几个家伙听到，否则我就会被教育的狗血淋头...
台词运用了大量的物理生物化学甚至历史地理等种种理论不停的轰炸着你的幽默感。我唯一能够成功复述的一段比较搞笑的台词是：
（美女在唱歌）
Shelton:就算猫会唱歌...也会觉得很难听。
Nighty Night LILLE partie 3 雨季开始
jason 发表于 2009-10-14 05:13:52
这个季节的LILLE，小雨天天淅淅沥沥的下个不停。如果说DK的雨是从英国飘来的，那LILLE的雨就是从DK飘来的。
一个多月以前被单纯的自己骗来的我，继续在无所事事中被潮湿的空气包围着，腐烂着。
盲目的发着CV，却从来没有接到favorible的回复。这个漫长的暑假，磨练着我的意志。
天气变冷了，两床被子还是让我手脚冰凉。
他兴高采烈的用带有西班牙口音的法语与我说笑，我把糖放进那个小小的咖啡杯，这时候明明夕阳满天，却又小下了一阵雨。
我笑着，没有明白他在说什么。
《Right As Rain》 - Adele
Who wants to be right as rain
It's better
When something is wrong
You get excitement in your bones
And everything you do's a game
When night comes
And you're all on your own
You can say I chose to be alone
Who wants to be right as rain
It's harder when you're on top.
Don't pay off
And I'm tired there aint no room in my bed
As far as I'm concerned so
Wipe that dirty smile off we
Won't be making up I've cried my heart out
And now
I've had enough of love
Who wants to be riding high
When you'll just crumble
Back on down
You give up everything you are
And even then you don't get far
They make believe that everything
Is exactly what it seems
But at least
When you're at your worst
You know how to feel things.
See when hard work don't pay off
And I'm tired there ain't no room in my bed
As far as I'm concerned so
Wipe that dirty smile off we
Won't be making up
I've cried my heart out
And now
I've had enough of love
Go ahead and still my heart
To make me cry again
Cause it will never hurt
As much as it did then when
We were both right
And no one had blame
But now I give up
On this endless game.
Cause who wants to be right as rain
It's better
When something is wrong
I get excitement
In my bones
Even though
Everything's a strain
When night comes
And I'm on my own
You should know I
Chose to be alone
So who wants to be
Right as rain
It's harder
When you're on top
Cause when hard work
Don't pay off
And I'm tired there ain't no room in my bed
As far as I'm concerned so
Wipe that dirty smile off we
Won`t be making up
I`ve cried my heart out
And now
I've had enough of
No room in my bed
As far as I'm concerned so
Wipe that dirty smile off we
Won`t be making up
I`ve cried my heart out
And now
I've had enough of love
Nighty Night LILLE partie 2 是非不断
jason 发表于 2009-10-06 17:50:57
来Lille一个多月了，由于万恶的学校开学晚，我陷入了长期的等待之中。每天除了做饭买东西在网上聊聊天，似乎没有什么事情可做了。不过还好用这段时间把一些乱七八糟的注册房补保险等等不紧不慢的办好，一旦开学恐怕就乏力分身了。
从布鲁塞尔拎着100斤的行李折腾到Lille，再从家庭旅馆到住的地方，一晃都是一个多月以前的事情了。我现在住在lille市中心的一间老房子里面。我的房友有从墨西哥来的两个女孩，一个英国妞，一个魁北克大哥，还有一个加拿大女孩，一个上班不常见的中国女孩。由于大部分人都不会说法语，英语成了这间房子里面唯一的官方语言，当然，这也导致了我法语的恶化。
第一次和老外住在一起，亲身体会到了外国友人的多样性，有不同也有大同。中国女孩不用说，魁北克和墨西哥女孩们算是和我走的很近，可能相对生存的文化社会环境比较相近，年龄相仿，各种问题出发点还是比较相像。UK女孩和加拿大女孩就是相反的极端，与剩下的人不同，来法国交换，就是为了have fun，一周至少3个晚上出去party，而且还要把男人和party带到家。其实我本身并不讨厌她们的生活方式，毕竟是生活环境优越的年轻女孩，享受生活是理所当然的事情，但是由于后来玩的过疯，矛盾自然而然也在我们之中不自觉的形成了。
女孩们喜欢party，加上我们家处在酒吧街身后的优越地理位置，她们很乐于在我家办party，一楼的客厅和走廊挤满了人，认识的不认识的，女孩们都要邀请过来。如果说party之后狼藉还可以交涉，可发生在两周之前的入室抢劫却无能为力了。
上上周六半夜3点多，有人砸门大声嚷嚷开门，随后用脚踹开了我家的大门和一楼的卧室，可怜的魁北克大哥刚刚买了没几天的电脑（上次丢电脑是在他刚来的第一个晚上，没关好窗户进来小偷），就这样消失在夜色之中了。不敢想象如果大哥当时留在卧室会发生什么，但也的确把当时正要下楼看个究竟的UK女孩吓得不轻。当然，我当时在睡觉，听到动静还以为他们谁喝多了。
这样的遭遇对于很多出国的同僚们算是骇人听闻了吧？女孩们虽然当时吓得眼泪打转，转过来的一周却又好了伤疤忘了痛，举办了我家有史以来最大的party，当然情况特殊，加拿大女孩的生日嘛。结果晚上我家的门又不知道被谁弄坏了。我家这个地方还真是是非非多多。
其实也不是我住在贫民窟之类的地方，从我家到法国赫赫有名的老佛爷和春天以及周围的商业街只有5分钟的路程，算是绝对的市中心，可是发生这种事情，除了跟临近酒吧街有关以外，没完没了的party也算是罪魁祸首之一吧。
昨天邻居过来讨签名，为了抗议周围的恶劣环境，毕竟我们不是唯一的受害者，邻居家也遭遇过类似的经历。不知道向来喜欢反抗的法国人这次能否成功，拭目以待。
说了那么多，其实算不上抱怨，也不是得了便宜卖乖，不是因为丢电脑的不是我门被踢开的不是我，我就可以抱着平和的心态去看待这件事。但是，发生这些乱七八糟的事情，都让我开了眼界，呵呵。还是祈祷在年底搬出去之前，不要再发生什么是非。
房东昨天也跟女孩们沟通了一下，据说方式很直接，将过错都推到了女孩们身上。不管以后有没有party，随时都要注意锁豪门就是了。
10月5日阴转小雨 ma petite térrasse
jason 发表于 2009-10-05 17:24:49
23窜一窜 觉醒吧 大川儿
MY RADIO:《Love etc.》-pet shop boys
jason 发表于 2009-09-05 00:29:26
You need more You need more You need more You need more
You need more You need more You need more You need more
You need more
Boy it's tough getting on in the world
When the sun doesn't shine and a boy needs a girl
It’s about getting out of a rut, you need luck
But you’re stuck and you don’t know how, oh
(Don't have to be) A big bucks Hollywood star
(Don't have to drive) A super car to get far
(Don't have to live) A life of power and wealth
(Don't have to be) Beautiful but it helps
(Don’t have to buy) A house in Beverly Hills
(Don’t have to have) Your daddy paying the bills
(Don’t have to live) A life of power and wealth
(Don't have to be) Beautiful but it helps
You need more
Than a big blank check to be a lover, or
A Gulfstream jet to fly you door to door
Somewhere chic on another shore
You need more You need more You need more
You need more You need more You need more
You need love
You need love
You need love
Too much of anything
Is never enough
Too much of everything
Is never enough
Boy it's tough getting on in the world
When the sun doesn't shine and a boy needs a girl
It’s about getting out of a rut, you need luck
But you’re stuck and you don’t know how, oh
(Don't have to be) A big bucks Hollywood star
(Don't have to drive) A super car to get far
(Don't have to wear) A smile much colder than ice
(Don't have to be) Beautiful but it’s nice
You need more
Than the Gerhard Richter hangin’ on your wall
A chauffeur-driven limousine on call
To drive your wife and lover to a white tie ball
You need more You need more You need more
You need more You need more You need more
You need love
I believe that we can achieve
The love that we need
I believe, call me naïve
Love is for free
(Don't have to be) A big bucks Hollywood star
(Don't have to drive) A super car to get far
(Don’t have to live) A life of power and wealth
(Don't have to be) Beautiful but it helps
Beautiful but it helps
Beautiful but it helps
